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Goddess Wept
02:27
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your face in the winter sun
my fingers pressed against my life’s blood;
chained to the way you look at me...
will solace always be my everything?
leaving purpose gray,
stealing every day
all alone
...even in your arms...even in your arms…
heaven is so lonely
it’s only god
(solace)
pink lace around my atrophy,
bleeds into all my memories
cold concrete
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New Shade of Red
02:36
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how do i bury you
while you still walk this earth?
you live in my mind
like a skeleton in the mirror’s reflection
i see your line in the sand,
bow my head to feel again
i pray for nothing, but for your
everything to fail
panic over losing all you’ve ever loved
the sentiment stays the same even when
i lie awake
missing who you used to be,
even though the memory means nothing
open mouth, grinding teeth
above hands that bleed
i hate myself
when i feel remorse for you
i wish all i
saw was your face dead and fucking
blue
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uninspired fucking delusion
draining the life from my everything
lustful and atrocious form
he grabs a blade to slash my veins
like an angel bleeding out,
reaching for god’s broken hand
he’d never bless me with
heaven
is it love for flesh not there?
is it love when even the husk has disappeared?
when all that’s left is bone, how could i be anyone anymore?
i trace my face around the shape of disgrace
no recollection
of a time before
only pain i’d die to forget
once more, once more, once more, once fucking more
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4. |
Nothing Leaves Me
01:34
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sacrifice’s the only way
for everything to find change
if greed is what is left by flame,
what will all your children eat?
watch them fall to their knees and crawl
away
leach of earth,
leave this world
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5. |
Horrid Creation
01:46
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spend a night alone with pain
memorize every word you say
nothing more to lay, but a veil over my face
shapeshifting to be what you want me to be
if i can’t shave off the hair,
i’ll take a knife to my skin
show you the impressions:
only more depressions,
only more depressions
echo in a heart not yours
leaves wounds unlike before
slice my face, so i’m not so disgusting
change my shape, now i feel serenity
this is your perfect
beauty routine
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6. |
Distances
00:53
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7. |
Safe in the Dark
01:35
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the words mean nothing,
when the spirit is dying
some roots run so deep all that is will become dust
a product of evil and lust
a web of vomit, tar, and lies now churns inside my mind
and you will try to hide
and you will try to hide
in the dark, without a flame
to show the way
i no longer bathe in the light anymore
i found myself
on my own
if a heart could forget,
i would say that i couldn’t
remember the lies you said
remember the lies you said
on my own
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8. |
Power Shift
01:45
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power,
it’s coming to me
power,
you are my enemy
i’d die for my love, like i’d die for my hate
anything to crumble the fakes
you’ve made more than a simple mistake
your time has come to be carved away
anything to crumble the fakes
with this knife i’ll end your fucking life
with this knife i’ll end your fucking life
on my knife
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9. |
Material World
02:31
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you slept on stone
all cold and alone
all i see, all i see
all i see is misery left in the garden’s wake
the sun set on the final day,
and you wanted, wanted to change
but here i take root
i watch you stay the fucking same
i fell in love with a material world
and even then
the blood was habitual
sacrifice has become a ritual
sacrifice has become a ritual
stripped down to your most primal state:
become everything that i fucking hate
i don’t give a fuck about your intent
or anything you really meant
the world takes her last breath
human life become her death
all exploits for this moment
just for one final torment
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